January 2012
1 post
Is it 2012 already? I swear sometimes I still remember things when i was 7 and can’t beliee that 20 years have past. I remember the time when my dad says things like 20 years ago this and that and it felt like centuries before and yet now I myself can say that and actually remember what happened. Like how 20 years ago I was seven and went to school.
We didn’t celebrate the new year...
December 2011
17 posts
to want
i guess its human to be jealous. to want what others have. to want what you cant have.
after all we are human with limitations aren’t we? or are we humans who just want too much? to want it all?
the career and the mother
the money and the time
the cake and the body
its always hard to choose. and so you be jealous instead.
to those who have it all.
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an afternoon
so i was working from home last friday, and since i call kl my home i decided to work in bangsar. other than that my mom has a lunch date and needed someone to drive her there so it was a perfect arrangement. then my sister is off to work and my dad for friday prayers and my brother with that cheeky face of him so i decided to bring him along.
so anyone who knows me know that i simply adore...
stripes
so anyone who knows me knows i love stripes. i just adore those freakingly loud horizontal stripes that just defies all good fashion sense for the XL me. something so nautical or parisian about them that just draws me to those horizontal lines. i once had a shirt dress with black and white horizontal lines on it and movie buddy asked if just broken out of jail. yeah - like criminals wear topshop...
512. If she asks for your help opening a jar, you...
Sometimes I pretend to die in front of my pet to...
haha i actually do. i love you bobot - although i wonder if you love me to :P
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Expectation:
Reality:
watched breaking dawn.
the only good thing about the movie was the amazing place they stayed during the honeymoon, kirsten stewart’s legs and her lingerie choices for the honeymoon.
other than that even the wedding dress was blah.
ggrass asked: Spain? YES!
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November 2011
10 posts
1 tag
You or who?
Sometime you have to wonder if you are somehow born into a different life. Like you were meant to do something else yet you’re currently doing something else. Like loving pretty things and decorating and crafting but you end up being a consultant working with excel sheets and power points and Level 3 table of content everyday. Or like loving everything French from the Eiffel tower to the...
881. YOU KNOW YOU'VE MADE IT IF SOMEONE IS...
I need a vacation
Although currently enjoying being on the bench or limbo as its more aptly called but I need to escape somewhere.
Life has become kind of mundane that I’ve resorted to nailing stuff to my cupboards. Movie buddy Is not here today so instead of driving around town I opt to stay in and sleep. Haha. I just realised how dependent I am on him when it comes to driving....
“I want to sing like birds sing, not wondering who is listening and what they...”
– Rumi (via girlwithoutwings)
My say: English or Malay?
I have a biomedical engineering degree. Currently Im a manager at IBM. Previously I won gold medal for some Australian chemistry quiz. I also went to a University in the US.
No I’m not here to brag. Most of you reading this would know this by heart since you know me personally so there is no use of that. I’m writing this because of the whole hoopla surrounding the learning of...
October 2011
3 posts
I guess after all is said and done you get tired when no one notices you after all the hard work, blood and sweat you have put into something. When someone wh does just the same amount of work gets noticed more just because they are either prettier, thinner or more outgoing.
I guess I’m being bitter after all I am human. And I am tired. That after all this while what matters most is the...
To write
I haven’t written in a while have I? Truth be told I have nothing to write about. I’m not getting married or pregnant or have a new baby so honestly life have been uneventful. Monotonous with some ups and down but basically the same nonetheless.
It has been raining awful lot lately, and it keeps reminding me of New York. I blame the movies cause when I was in New York it never rains....
Again
Theres nothing for me to update so I don’t. Steve jobs died and ios5 is out and about and that’s about it. Nothing has changed for yours truly. I’m still in a very tough project logging 10-12 hours a day and the only thing I can muster to do after all that is dinner, some silly tv and blissful sleep. Weekend comes and goes like its been robbed by some unknown force jealous to see...
September 2011
2 posts
11 tags
Me again
I’m not going to say that its been a while cause it has been a while. Puasa is gone and raya too (almost) and all we’re left with are half eaten cookie jars, photos ready to be printed or collect dust and work to catch up on.
Alhamdulillah this year around I get to do my fasting at home. Nothing beats beating the traffic just in time for that buffet spread your family will prepare....
July 2011
6 posts
Change
i dont deal with change very well. Suffice to say I’m kind of depressed at the moment. But I know it will pass. However at times like this I look at my cat sleeping contently on my bed and wish i could be him instead. Then I laugh at the incredulity of my own thoughts. Haha.
On a lighter note, I almost forgot that my birthday is right around the corner. I cant believe it. Maybe I’m...
rookie
i know i havent updated in a while. are you still reading, whoever you are? i wanted to write but life just takes over sometimes and then you’re left with a very dusty blog / tumblr. oh well, so here i go trying to piece together things that are now just a pieces of the past that is almost long forgotten
i quit my job at accenture a while ago and decided to join my ex-boss. its not really a...
closure
closure. why do we need it? why do we crave it?
maybe because we like to ask what ifs and it drives us crazy. maybe with closure we wont be asking to many what ifs.
maybe sometimes you dont need closure. maybe you just need to admit, let it out and move on.
that’s what i got last night. thanks daia!
It’s almost twelve. I’m procrastinating sleep cause I’m procastinating tomorrow. It’s something new and it’s scaring the hell out of me. I can’t lie. Sometimes I wonder what made me do this. It was so comfortable. I knew everyone or almost everyone to survive, laugh and make my way through. So why did i have to ruffle up my feathers and think I can do this?
...
June 2011
10 posts
i need this!
Source: lakeside.com via Christy on Pinterest
does absence make the heart grow fonder? i dont know. is it because when people are absent we start to forget the icky things they did to us?
i’m not being bitter. i just feel that absence dont really make my heart grow fonder, it makes my heart get used to the absence. i hate absence. people in love should be together. why chase money and fame when you can be with someone you love today?
...
i used to have this ‘pantang dicabar’ mindset.
it was simple really, i would just challenge myself to do something and because of this stubborn mindset i have, i would do it.
for example, when just after upsr, i got offered to go to a boarding school and because my sister went to boarding school and countless reading of ‘the naughtiest girl in school’ (little did i know...
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i cant sleep. i’m not sure why. i was up at 430am this morning to catch a flight and any normal human being would be wiped out by now but not me. movie buddy is but not me.
i guess i’m not normal. its my third night of tossing and turning in the bed in that realm between awake and dream and you wonder if you’re sleeping. ok fourth night if you count the night i wiped myself out...
2 tags
“i just need good people, good food and good books - and i’m set for life.”
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i think i want to try rocking the scarf trend. should i?
so my sister is graduating next year and therefore the family have to make our yearly (almost) pilgrimage to good ol’ united kingdom. of course we have to, after all its not every day (or every year) sarah dearest becomes a dentist and what other excuse do we have to visit the queen after this?
however, if you are like me and every other person in the malaysia, making that trip will not be...
2 tags
May 2011
14 posts
lovely sunday afternoon. not doing much and definitely not depressed since i’m taking monday off and tuesday is a public holiday in brunei.
i often wonder how a person feels the moment he/she gets married? the moment you vow to love and live and cherish each other and all that jazz? i think its wonderful, and if its a beautiful sunday like this even better.
not sure what i’m...