i want to paint rainbows

i know i havent updated in a while. are you still reading, whoever you are? i wanted to write but life just takes over sometimes and then you’re left with a very dusty blog / tumblr. oh well, so here i go trying to piece together things that are now just a pieces of the past that is almost long forgotten

i quit my job at accenture a while ago and decided to join my ex-boss. its not really a major career change, but i get to come back and still enjoy the perks money of being in brunei. i’m being blunt here, the money in brunei is good but its time to move on. and three years has been a long time. but that’s not the reason i quit, nor was the money the reason i quit. i was actually relatively happy in accenture. i know my bearings, i know my work, i know who to call to get help, people know me (sort of) so yeah i was doing ok in accenture.

taking this new job is actually just a challenge for me. to push myself forward, to push myself out of this comfort zone i’ve lovingly carve in accenture. i just hate thinking that i’m just moving along with the waves and motion in accenture, doing what i do best without actually testing myself. so here i am in my new job, relatively unhappy (we use office 2003 here!), unused to the new situation, unused to the processes, not knowing anyone (except my ex-boss and ex-colleagues who i’m not working with at the moment), basically feeling like a fish out of the water - exactly how i felt when i first joined accenture. 

you may think that’s bad right? but already i’m feeling better than i did last week. i now already have internet, atnt and microsoft office. i can do work, and had some fruitful discussions with my new colleague. so i’m guessing it will get better by the week. and by the month, and maybe by the year. we’ll see. after all, its me we’re talking about ;)